Thursday, August 9, 2007

Time passed...
I didn't know how much... I just knew...
Who cared about class? Or friends...
I had to find you... to tell you I loved you...

And so I ran... with all my might...
With all my heart... I ran...
I ran for you... I ran for me...
I ran... for us...

An eternity ebbed away...
And I finally saw you...
Walking out of one of the lecture halls...
Smiling... with your friends...
Did you know I exist.. my heart throbbed for your existence...

I followed you... all the way to the cafeteria...
I walked up to you as calmly as I could...
I opened my mouth... just as you looked up...
I ran for the nearest seat... my heart couldn't take anymore...

For the whole hour... 2 hours... who knew how long...
I kept turning around to see you... to say to you...
But each time I saw that pretty face across you...
I couldn't bring myself to say it...

I followed you home... it seemed like stalking...
I stood outside your home... you lived quite exclusively as it seemed...
I waited a whole afternoon and evening before I got to see you again...
And there you were... just as handsome... just as... you...

You saw me... You looked shocked... I feared confrontation...
And so... I ran...
It rained soon after... a reflection of how I felt deep inside...
All the way home... soaked... but I didn't notice...

I cried that night...
It was pointless... I wasn't one to cry...
Things seemed so messed up... emotions... so extravagant...
Cried myself to sleep...

But I was happy after...
I dreamt of me and you...
At a lakeside cottage...
Sitting by a warm fireplace...
Just you and me...
Without a care in the world...
A small eternity together...
Of bliss... of hope... of tomorrow...

by the unholy one

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